Yes, I know you’ve had to put up with memes and quizes since I started back at work, but I just have no energy to make the mental effort required to post something meaningful. All of my energy is currently going into going to and coping with work. Right now, I feel like I have the mental capacity of a budgie (“Who’s a pretty boy, then?”).
I know getting back to normal is a Good Thing, but I really don’t know how sitting in front of my computer for 5 hours trying to write 2 sentences in the procedures manual I am (supposedly) updating, stressing out about whether I should take a break or not (yes, really) and feeling like an incompetant idiot can be helpful. I am so sick of my depression not only affecting my mood, but also my concentration, memory, thought processes, energy levels, anxiety levels and paranoia. AARGH!
The only good thing about starting back at work again is catching up with my friends.